Recently
I've taken to going down to the lake, gathering the stones and gravel
on the shore and mixing these into large balls of clay. I then throw them
on the wheel.
When
you throw a pot, you first center the clay to the wheel. You then insert
your thumb into the middle of the mass and, pushing out, begin to raise
the walls of your vessel. The clay I’m using has no uniformity.
As I push out from the center the larger stones bulge and the whole soon
loses all symmetry, but the interior form, the void that develops from
my pushing out, remains true.
Into
this interior void I now place a smaller ball of just clay—clay
without any of the lakeside additives—and throw this ball into my
first. I raise the whole into a pot.
As
the pot dries, and even more so when it is fired, the clay tends to shrink
from the stone forming cracks and ruptures. Almost immediately from the
kiln the exterior begins to break and crumble, but it is my hope that,
when I have done my work well, there is an interior form that will remain.
Into
these pots, I plant trees. I am a bonsai enthusiast.
There
you have it, a crumbling pot that I expect will, in time, deteriorate
more apace, with an interior form that I hope will retain its integrity.
It holds the abiding tree.
In
my experience, human endeavor by its nature is metaphor. |